I got a sign today!

I got a sign today from Wayne. I have been feeling a bit down lately, with Fall on it's way. This is the time of year I begin to "nest".I went to the cemetary today for my usual visit and as I sat there, I asked Wayne to please send me a sign. Please let me know you are still around and watching over us.
We left the cemetary and went to Dunkin Donuts and as we were in line waiting to order, the car in front of me said "WAYNE". It was the dealership tag around the plate, but that's all it said. No dealer name or anything, just "WAYNE". It made my heart fill with love. Love from Wayne, knowing he really is still around and watching over us. Then on the way home, our wedding song "From This Moment" came on the radio. I started to cry.
My pain is still very real and hard. As I sat outside tonight, I watched as the cars passed by and was looking for Wayne to round the corner in his truck and come home from a day of mowing. Park his truck and trailer and give me a big kiss. From the outside of our house, it looks like nothing has changed (we are doing a great job with the landscaping) but no one knows that inside the house, our hearts are broken.
Tomorrow is going to be 4 months. I still can't believe this is real. I keep hoping that this is a bad reality show and he'll be home soon.

My pain is less than it was in the beginning, but my heart breaks when I look at our son and realize that Ryan got jipped and will not have his own memories of his daddy and Wayne got jipped by not being able to be here to watch him grow up and teach him all the dad things. When I think of that, I cry. Wayne finally got it right. He was so in love with his son and our family. He was so devoted to us. I couldn't have asked for a better life, a better husband or partner. Wayne really did make all my dreams come true. I will forever have memories of him and will love him everyday of my life. He remains to be my best friend and his place can never be filled by another.
Well, that's about all I have for you tonight. I just wanted to share my awesome experience about my sign from above. I know Wayne is watching over us and continues to love us from the other side. Our bond will never be broken, despite time and distance, our love is eternal.